Diary: Nineteenth Entry (Saturday November 15th)

Joined: 27 Nov 2006 Posts: 218

Whoa, it's been a year since I updated this, and what a year it has been!

I've come a long way both as a person and as a songwriter and I feel the events that I've faced since 2007 have opened my eyes to more of a real world, a scary and intriguing world.

Important things first, my best friend Nat, I met her in late January through my ex, Symeon. She is perfect, an ideal friend for anybody and I'm going to make sure our relationship is life-long. We've both been through a lot and it's weird, but we feel eachother's pain and happiness.

Secondly, building a name and a foundation for a future- I'm starting to feel that people are drawn to me, people ask me out everyday and although to be honest it can really annoy me, it raises my confidence and I'm grateful for being me in some ways. Bebo has opened many doors for me and I'm starting to find that so many people want to talk to me, I struggle to talk to all of them back, I feel bad for that but I guess it's life...

I've had a few relationships with guys since last year, all of which ended diasasteriously and so I've given up on a love-life for a while, so I can try to figure myself out...

I'm very bi-polar emotionally which seems to annoy a lot of people but to be honest I ahve one thing to say to those people- "ruff You."

I'll update this blog soon.

I love you guys, even though I know I'm not so pop on here, and not many people would actually bother to read this.

Ben. x