Diary: First Entry (Saturday March 31st)

Joined: 27 Nov 2006 Posts: 218

Heya Guys!!!!!

Arrgh! Life is boring at the moment, as usual I just stay at home most of the time on msn messenger on my phone. Occasionally I get out to go to the library, usually Saturdays and as it's half term now probably most of the week too. It's a 5 mile walk each way to get to Amesbury from Bulford, but I haven't got anything else to do anyways.

I'm somehow going to get Avril Lavigne's Girlfriend single on Monday, Alone, the b-side released on monday with it was leaked onto iTunes Australia on Thursday, so I've been listening to that all the time lately.

I don't even have any friggin friends where I live and I'm being serious!
What's worse is having 2 bloody boring weeks off school, where I do have friends, and then going back for 4 weeks before leaving for study leave, I'll miss everybody so much apart from a few people I hate.

I've also come to the conclusion that I'm not actually as ugly as I think I am, people on Kink Kommunity actually want my number and I made the mistake of giving it out and like 25 people were calling and texting me.... And to make that worse, I got kicked off for saying I was 15, although I was only trying to scare this weird guy away.... Have no problem with gay people obviously, but when I'm 16 and they are 10 or 20 years older than me, it really freaks me out.

I've uploaded some lyrics for a new song I wrote last week, called Addictive. It's a song I just wrote for fun really, about luring a hot guy in and being really seductive and sexy. It's all for fun though, obviously, but I really like it, and I want it to be on my album or something.

Also on Thursday, I was writing a poem for my care worker, Mr James Minty, who is leaving the care side at school with me and my year to work in the school part, I decided to call it Thankyou, as he has helped me come out of my shell so much and has helped to make me who I am. I uploaded it onto the lyrics section.

I would like to say thankyou to everybody at my schools, Bulford CoE, Hague, Odstock, Marchant Holliday, Downland, and all of the others, which ashamedly I cannot remember as I've been to so many, for putting up with me, I know it must have been hard as I am severely ADHD and Aspergers. You guys will always have a place in my heart!!

Soon I'll be recording Together,Unite with Orange Lucy, once they have finished making the music for it. I can't wait really, it's been a long project for all of us, originally it was going to be Speaking My Own Mind, but it was too hard for us to make music for it. I don't really want Together,Unite to be my first single, but hey! It could make me big!! I'll post more on this as it happens!

I can't really think of anything else to say but, here's some stuff you guys may not have known about me:

I was the youngest person ever to have been diagnosed with ADHD.

It's all well, loads of people knowing me by name, but that isn't enough for me, I want people to know who I am and what I look like. Hell, I wanna be worldwide!!

So hope you enjoyed reading this!!

Ben