Archive for Ben Appleby Lyrics Ben Appleby, Writer of I Didn't Say Goodbye, Hero, Together,Unite and Save Me Psychology, Ben Appleby, auteur de moi n'ai pas dit au revoir, héros, parlant mon propre esprit et me sauver psychologie
If I could go back in time
We wouldn't be in this state we are in
But we both know we can't
So I'm about to let go of everything
Everything we ever had, it's too bad that I ain't sad
Your expectations and ambitions are too high
When'll you see the light and fall back down to earth?
You're not my type, everybody feels the same about you
You're too persistant, you need to listen, you're doing my head in
Not long til what I'm searching for is found
And I'll turn it all around, lose my doubt and figure me out
Cos only I know me, only I can decide
If I don't want to live it, I'm not gonna hide away
It's all up to me what I do, what I say
Where I go, it's all up to me
Don't act stronger than me, cos you can't be
Only I can take on an army single-handedly
And remain standing, I can't take your glancing
I'll pounce without hesitation, I know I'm my parents' miscreation
Be aware, I won't take misinformation light-handedly
Because I'm tired yet I am angered
I feel distanced, nobody's listening
But they watch the tears fall
And...
I will win this, I'm not losing, I ain't going down, I'll keep refusing
Cos trust me, I know better, only trying to gain some credit
But I'll never forget it cos I am who I am, do you see?
That I am who I wanna be...
Not with you, not anytime soon
Not with anybody, no negotiations
That's not me and I'm not with you
Nor with anybody with a lack of dedication
You only spoke to me when you wanted to mess with my brain
You only thought of me when you were severely frustrated
You always ditched me when I lost to your game
And when I told everybody about it I was the one who was hated
But I'm not going down, I'm not losing this
I'm gonna win, gonna get back up and win this game
You're so frustrating and so's the atmosphere you're creating
You're so full of hate, I ain't afraid and I won't delay
So come on and let's get it over with today
Get it over with today
And I felt I had to say something cos it shouldn't be this way
Could have been great and our friendship should have remained
But I knew there was nothing I could do or say to turn it around
All my trust in everybody has disappeared
Cos you left me all alone
You lied when you told me you'd always be there
I shouldn't have trusted you but now I know
Please tell me how you feel about me
Because it's true I just can't live without you
And together we should always be
So please say whether you like me or not...
You are the reason that I held onto all my heart
Just couldn't let go, still don't know where to start
Although you got up and left me so soon
I couldn't hold onto my hate and therefore forgave you
But...
There's gonna be someone else to treat me right
There's gonna be someone else to hold me at night
There's gonna be someone else who'll make me feel perfect
Who's gonna be worth it
