Blame Myself

Joined: 27 Nov 2006 Posts: 218

Blame Myself

I wish I could feel the pain again to know how you felt
I wish I could see how much you needed me there
I wish I could be someone who's there and show that I care
Instead, I probably seemed self-absorbed
But I want you to know, I wish I had shown

Chorus

Sincerity, honesty, happiness, consideration
Integrity, quality, that you were my insperation
Dignity, the best of me and share some information
I wish I was there for you like you tried to be for me
I should've seen it coming and now I blame myself
I should've know, I should've shown

I thought of myself and I left you there alone
I thought of the times when you sat there and cried
I thought of the lies I had told you and the truth that I'd hide
I know I probably made you feel like sh**
But my only wish is, I didn't treat you like it

Repeat Chorus

Tears stream, flow into my mouth
I dry my eyes one more time, I fear you're alone now I know how it feels
I want you to come back home, it's so sad, so tragic
Everybody tells me not to blame myself but we all know it's my fault
I could've helped it, could've helped you and I could've saved you
It feels like I'm dead, I wish you were here
I'll do everything, anything just to hold you
I should've just told you I love you, but I'm telling you now, here
That is what I now have, my love and my dear...

Repeat Chorus x 3

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